Pushing through the Internal Battle
Made headway today the struggle was all to real i stopped working around 10 my tummy hurt I cried for hours stress ate and finally uploading at 2 am. I feel so alone getting help to put her together makes it bearable my mind is still jumbled but just having someone there makes it easier. This is probably the hardest thing I've done in my life the emotions I have circling my soul are so intense I know I will feel better when she's done I've come to far to not complete this.
Lord please give me the strength to put her together the strength to no be afraid of the challenges lord. I need you so much in my life I'm a shell without you lord id be so lost. Thank you for leading my way and focusing my heart. Lord thank you for letting me chase dreams lord please help me to get through this and get started on the next steps lord. Thank you for growing these channels lord it really made my heart happy to see stats coming back i truly feel so lucky lord. Please help me get the Financials figured out Lord my wife retires soon please help me to get to s point of fiscal responsibility lord. I truly need your help. Lord please bless my wife and work in her heart and help her to find what she loves and wants to do lord. I love you so much !c please use me lord in Jesus name I pray Amen!
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