Im Yours ll Four
There was some clothes laid out of the bed for me when I woke up this morning. It was the kind of thing I would have put together myself before I met Jack. It was the old me. The shorts would show off some of my bruises but it’s the only thing that I have now. As I look at myself in the mirror after slipping on the shoes which everything is just a perfect fit I see a part of the old me except for the hair but I let my long blonde hair fall down. Jack always liked it blonde. He just liked blondes but I had to be his perfect little Barbie doll.
“It fits” Joe says when I join him in his car
“It does. Thank you. But if your serious about this I want to change my hair. I never liked it blonde”
“I have someone who can sort that out when we get to where im taking you. I had my assistant go shopping early this morning and everything is in the back of the car
“Joe you really shouldn’t be doing this for me”
“Yes I should. Demi I would do this for any girl. I don’t believe in abuse. I think its horrible and I am working on getting Jack out of your life for good”
“Then what?” I ask
“Then you can go home”
“To the house I share with Jack. Oh Joe my life is so messed up. Just let me go back to him. Its always where I end up. I deserve nothing more than to feel the pain”
“No woman ever deserved to beaten Demi. I don’t care what you say your not going back”
“Joe I know you’re a good man and by doing this for me your putting yourself in danger and I cant live with myself knowing he could hurt you”
“Demi no one is going to hurt me. I am going to keep you safe. I don’t care how long it takes”
“What about your job?” I ask.
The first time we talked about his job, he was so open with me and now he’s looking at me like I cant handle it. Were only talking, he’s looking at me like im broken. I look away from him
“Keep your eyes on the road” I tell him as I look out of the windoe
“My job is fine Demi” He sighs “A few days off will be okay. I haven’t had a day off since I started so I have a few that are well earned”
“Yeah well its not like you cant afford to just take time off”
“Don’t start with me” He snaps “I don’t need your attitude!”
“And I don’t need you” I snap back
“No Demi I don’t need you. You need help”
“Don’t make me sound like a mental person”
“Im not” He sighs “I didn’t mean it like that”
“Im just a girl Joe” I sigh. I watch the cars drive passed our car as we drive to a place I don’t know “Im just a stupid girl who fell in love with a crazy man. Im sorry okay? Im sorry I fell in love with him. Im sorry that I let him into my life. Im sorry”
I can feel it coming
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Another breakdown
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