All I Want For Christmas ll Four
Hey guys!
Its been a fucking terrible week
Im sorry I havent posted but this week has been shit and things have left me heartbroken, I usually throw myself into work but I have the weekend off so Im hoping to throw all my emotions into writing which is what I used to do. So much shit has happened this week and its left me feeling crap tbh
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December 4th
I yawn as I walk into the kitchen with Leah. Selena didnt like the early mornings, so I got up with Leah
"Morning" Joe says as he drinks his coffee
"Morning, your up early"
"Always am. Your sister is a messy sleeper"
"Oh I know" I smile slightly "Once when we shared a bed, which was when we were drunk one night and we crashed in my bed and I woke up with a black eye. She punched me in the face"
"Want me to hold her?" He asks as Im trying to sort out a bottle
"Sure" I nod and pass Leah to Joe, He sits her on his knee.
"How old is she?" He asks
"Uh 10 weeks I think"
"You think?" He asks
"Yeah" I nod "Its Selena little sister, her mom dropped her off last night while her and her boyfriend spent the night together" I yawn and make sure the bottle is right. I take Leah of Joe and sit opposite him at the table and lay her in my arms and feed her
"Your good with her" He points out
"I always was good with kids, ever since I was little. I used to like to help out at the playschool. It was weird cause I was like 7 but now I help out at schools with story time and I help out at the hospital with the kids that have conditions which mean they have to stay in hospital, its always nice for them to see a friendly face"
"Wow" He whispers
"I usually go every day but I havent these last couple of days, Im trying to get everything ready for Christmas, it means a lot to get the stamp of approval from my family and from Selena's. They've never thought we could make it alone"
"Families can be wrong, mine were. They thought I couldnt make it alone either. I guess we have that in common, though my brothers couldnt do anything wrong"
"Yeah, it was the same with Dallas. She was the golden child, first born and cant do a thing wrong, especially with all her partying"
The rest of the day went pretty smooth actually, we all went tree shopping and Joe helped me put it up. Dallas went out witht he girls again and me, Selena and Joe decorated the tree while Selena's mom and her boyfriend had Leah in their room.
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