Morning Pages: Day 9
Day 9 of Morning Pages. Today I was writing about my indecision. I felt very indecisive while writing these pages; it felt like I was all over the place. As I went about my day, I saw all the choices I was making: I made a choice to wake up at 7 am; I made a choice to write my Morning Pages; I made a choice to go to the gym; and so on. It made me feel like I wasn't as indecisive as I had thought. I also started wondering WHY AM I HERE?! Like, WHY am I on this planet? I do enjoy being human, most of the time, but sometimes I'm like what the hell were you thinking coming here? If we are part of an infinite energy source where anything is possible, why did I leave that to come to Earth? Maybe I was just bored floating around in the energy? Maybe I felt like I had something to do? Maybe I just wanted to partake in the human experience? I don't know the answer to any of this, but I do know (or I think I know) that I made the choice to come here. And that's a pretty big choice, so maybe I'm not as indecisive as I thought. Maybe my indecision is a product of whatever external influences are holding me back and telling me I don't know when, in fact, I really do.
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Morning Pages are “three pages of longhand writing, strictly stream-of-consciousness.” Julia Cameron is the creator of the Morning Pages. She writes about them in her book THE ARTIST’S WAY.
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I'm doing these for 30 days, hopefully longer. As soon as I wake up, I write whatever comes to mind. I don't care about grammar; I don't care about subject matter; I don't care about anything but writing. It takes about 20-25 minutes. If you like, feel free to join in on the fun!
Also, if you do the Morning Pages, post how it's going in the comments. I am genuinely interested and will read and respond to all comments. That is all.
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